Okay so this happened last night. We were out and about getting ready for New Year’s Eve and stopped at Bevmo. Sitting right next to the Sparking Apple Cider was Ariel Cabernet Sauvignon, a Premium Dealcoholized Wine. I thought, why not? I bought a bottle along with some Fre Sparking Brut. The fake booze stock … Continue Reading

Today was a really bad day. Today was one of those “good reason to drink” days. Yesterday I threw my back out and its been killing me ever since. Of course my overactive brain won’t allow it to be as simple as a little back pain. In less than 36 hours I’ve turned this into a clear … Continue Reading

Period. I couldn’t wait to get home and drink. Even though I had been sober almost 7 months, I finally had an excuse that was certain to take me off the hook. Daddy had cancer and he wanted me to come home. I was at work when I got his call. I was immediately alarmed … Continue Reading

Sometimes I can’t tell what I hate more about my years of alcohol addiction. The years wasted or the fat tire around my waste that remains. It’s hard to say, because this stomach of mine gives me the absolute blues. I’ve tried exercise, personal trainers, dieting and just ugh. Nothing has given me the results I’m … Continue Reading

After clearing my throat chakra of a message I’ve been choking on for months, I feel free to write. Inspired to write. Eager to write. All in an effort to help someone — I think I said “three” someones a couple of posts ago. It made perfect sense, then, to grab for my old journal … Continue Reading