Self Grace And Water Saved My Resolutions

When the New Year began I was late to the party. I didn’t have a single resolution or intention written for self-development and I felt delinquent. Low key, for complete transparency, like a failure. What kind of way was that to usher in a new decade and how could I begin the new year without a plan? … Continue Reading

jan 2020 – transformation

Fake Booze Falls Flat

Okay so this happened last night. We were out and about getting ready for New Year’s Eve and stopped at Bevmo. Sitting right next to the Sparking Apple Cider was Ariel Cabernet Sauvignon, a Premium Dealcoholized Wine. I thought, why not? I bought a bottle along with some Fre Sparking Brut. The fake booze stock … Continue Reading

A Drink Makes a Bad Day Worse

Today was a really bad day. Today was one of those “good reason to drink” days. Yesterday I threw my back out and its been killing me ever since. Of course my overactive brain won’t allow it to be as simple as a little back pain. In less than 36 hours I’ve turned this into a clear … Continue Reading

I drank because I was a stone cold alcoholic

Period. I couldn’t wait to get home and drink. Even though I had been sober almost 7 months, I finally had an excuse that was certain to take me off the hook. Daddy had cancer and he wanted me to come home. I was at work when I got his call. I was immediately alarmed … Continue Reading